Borges

Death and the Compass

On the second floor, on the top story, the house seemed to be infinite and growing. The house is not this large, he thought. It is only made larger by the penumbra, the symmetry, the mirrors, the years, my ignorance, the solitude.

The Aleph

the opening:

That same sweltering morning that Beatriz Viterbo died, after an imperious confrontation with her illness in which she had never for an instant stooped to either sentimentality or fear, I noticed that a new advertisement for some cigarettes or other (blondes, I believe they were) had been posted on the iron billboards of the Plaza Constitución; the fact deeply grieved me, for I realized that the vast unceasing universe was already growing away from her, and that this change was but the first in an infinite series. The universe may change, but I shall not, thought I with melancholy vanity. I knew that more than once my futile devotion had exasperated her; now that she was dead, I could consecrate myself to her memory—without hope, but also without humiliation.

So witless did these ideas strike me as being, so sweeping and pompous the way they were expressed, that I associated them immediately with literature.

Verbal ostentation was the perverse principle that had guided his revisions: where he had formerly written “blue” he now had “azure,” “cerulean,” and even “bluish.” The word “milky” was not sufficiently hideous for him; in his impetuous description of a place where wool was washed, he had replaced it with “lactine,” “lactescent,” “lactoreous,” “lacteal.”

It was not difficult for me to share his grief. After forty, every change becomes a hateful symbol of time’s passing; in addition, this was a house that I saw as alluding infinitely to Beatriz.